Grr! And happiness :)

So I am still pissed about arguing with the ex last night. Add to that, I hate it that I had to have a fight over the phone in front of my mother.

Couldn't get to sleep till way after midnight and woke at 4am. My mind was just spinning!

So I went shopping for clothes this morning. From the weather reports, looks like Cape Town is raining and cold - typically Winter CT, so I had to fast forward my winter clothing shopping. Not much, just a couple pairs of jeans, and a couple of warm tops. But I despise shopping for clothes, but anyway, has to be done sometimes. Packing for my trip now. The mood is already disappating just thinking of getting on the plane. Think I will wear my bling diamond in my ear this weekend lol.

Hmm, need to stock up on lube and condoms lol.... almost forgot about that.

And yay! Found a packaging company really close by that supplies the containers I need for [secret product]. Logo is almost ready. Thought of great new permutation of the product early this morning. Nix had some excellent ideas yesterday, as did little brother's partner. Website setup next week. Luckily I have geek friends willing to jump in and help. Label print, new test batch with some slight changes to the setup, and I will be ready to go to market! Fuck, I never figured this would actually come to fruition, and with so little outlay. It's amazing how your subconscious can mull over something, then suddenly present all the right solutions when you are ready. And present the right people to help out.

Then I will start on stalker girl issues to buy some of the licenses she isn't using. But that's going to take a lot of courage and thought lol! The last thing I need is for her to think I am in any way letting her back into my life. But the subconscious has been preparing the wording for me, when I am ready, it should just flow..... Sister-in-law and I will get that going together, but it will only be later on in the year. Karma is a very real and powerful thing.

Still weirded out about the motivations behind this weekend lol..... but I love being weirded out. makes life so much more interesting. It reminds me of when I decided to become a rent boy as my holiday job in high school..... but that's another post hehe....